I think i am dying soon. or no, i think i am getting depression soon? Its worst than ever. Its really getting worser. Been crying like a water tap and its not because of dramas. Its because of the damn thing JC LIFE. -.-

Its been so long since i really go out shopping w/o worrying for my homework,tests. Its been so long since i last watched my dramas. Its been so long since i last sing care-freely. Everything is different. I don't feel the same. I feel like a stupid idiot now. With tests failing and everything, it is just so demoralizing. And i HATE IT.

I wish I could turn to somebody for help, but apparently i don't have any. ):