im back alive.

hello! hahah,i have been dead in blogging for sooo longg. hahah,i totally have no time/(mostly is) i dun have mood to blog luh. i dun even know wad to blog about.

hmm,yst went K with vanessa,mp and andy. hahah,omg,three of us cried when we sing the ji de by zhang hui mei. hahah! and is like next song is dancing queen. then we back to HIGH agn. hmm,but i didnt really cry out luh. i just have tears...then we went home after that. chatted with vanessa and mp while waiting for vanessa's condo shutte bus to come. hahah then went home.

went home, bathe then eat dinner. on the computer. hahah! listen to my emo emo emo songs agn(of cos!) and plurk! hahah, i cried when talking to wip and nina. hahah,and i feel much better after that. hees.. i supressed my feelings too much alrd. anyway nvm. some ppl will know wad is going on...

argh, I WAN TO LEARN GUITAR! hahah, i give up on trying to learn piano. cos i know, piano is too exp and its pretty hard for me to learn now. although guitar aint anyway good. hahah, but guitar is at least much cheaper. hmmm,i need to save up for a guitar. or anyone wan to get it for me? *winks* hahah! :P that is pretty impossible. i need to save save save alrd. hais, i wish i could save up money lo. D: nvm.

i need to change. i must stop thinking too much. i must not supress my feelings too much. i must.. have more self-confidence? hmm,actually i dun think i have low self confidence. i think is rather i know that it is a fact? hahah! hmph,here comes my think too much habit again. i need to control myself! hahas....