STRESSED is not EQUAL to DESSERTS

i realised that i am such a useless bum. why is my stress tolerance level so low? i wish i could be better. and i jus somehow need some people to comfort me.. and i realised not many there is. I realised, i didnt have alot of frends. and especially i seem to have ZERO frends in my class. Frends as in will partner u and have recess/lunch. but i alrd DC cos i know, vanessa,andy and tarilyn will be there..

i aso came to realised that i shudnt have take GEOG ELECT. and tis means i can dun even need to face beehoon lover. but worse still, no chipanzee. and there is aso no way i shud take Lit elect, cos my english is bad enough i dunnid another subj that is going to make me feel even demoralised in english. and this left me with no humans. ><>I DUN LIKE BEEHOON LOVER. now the sight of beehoon make me sick. >.<

but it is a food, so if my mum cooks it, i will eat it. cos i like my mum cooked food. yeaaa! i need hell lots of help in my GEOG ELECT. and i am not smart in geography to be truth. anyway fyi, i am not smart at all. so i really need help, but i couldnt find any.

AND UUUUUUU, stop calling me can. i having lessons and choir. I CANT ANSWER PHONE. anddd, u ask me skip cca to jus go take that for u. RUBBISH, u need it urgently, so am i, I AM BUSY TOO OKAY. is not as if i Everyday REACH HOME AT 2.30pm SHARP. and my parents are busy too. they need work to earn money rite, if not how to EAT and go ur trip? so please luh, show some considerations. i aso wan to take it asap. but it states there PARENT mus accompany CHILD. so cant u jus give alittle more time. I AM SICK OF IT.

friday, there is a total of six lessons. and thank god we hv postponed our geog test to next week. OR I WILL have 5 tests. but i onli have four tests. and they are all consecutive. first period, chem test,second period SS seq and then take a break at geog and is hmt, i got spelling test. then recess(i am busy learning all the synonymes,) then is english where had the spelling test with meanings. and lastly LAST PERIOD OF THE DAY PHYSCIS. ahhas, and for god sake, mr fong actually went thru almost the entirely topic on waves. ><><

and it is choir, oh gawd, sop makes wip cry agn. hais, hmm, i m thinking out of question, i DUN WAN TO SEE CHERYL CRY NEXT YEAR, D: and wip darling, cheer up.i am always there too. and then we had practice. :D and yes, the ending, hahas, ARRRR, i never even bully ms ong lo. ><><>

but yes, i wan at least a silver for syf. i jus hope i could get away my jitters in audition. im afraid i will flunked it and no more syf for me. so JY NICOLE! ;D and JY AI CHOIR! ;DD